Poem

My dad used to memorize poems. I remember as a child he would memorize and recite poems and one of them just popped into my head. He said it so much that it became apart of my memory too. This week was a hard week for me and I have had an extra hard day. I have reached out to the people I can reach out too and then I have just had a lot of time in my head. As I was thinking tonight about everything the poem my dad memorized popped into my head.

It's called: The Race
"Quit! Give up! You're Beaten!" They shout at me and plead."
"There's just too much against you now, This time you can't succeed!"
And as I start to hang my head in front of failure's face.
My downward fall is broken by
The memory of a race.

And hope refills my weakened will
As I recall that scene.
For just the thought of that short race
Rejuvenates my being.

A children's race_young boys, young men
How I remember well.
Excitement, sure! But also fear:
It wasn't hard to tell.

They all lined up so full of hope
Each thought to win that race.
Or tie for first, or if not that.
At least take second place

And fathers watched from off the side
Each cheering for his son.
And each boy hoped to show his dad
That he would be the one.

The whistle blew and off they went!
Young hearts and hopes afire
To win and be the hero there
Was each young boy's desire.

And one boy in particular
Whose dad was in the crowd
Was running near the lead and thought
"My dad will be so proud!"

But as he speeded down the field
across a shallow dip,
The little boy who thought to win
Lost his step and slipped

Trying hard to catch himself
His hands flew out to brace
And mid the laughter of the crowd
He fell flat on his face.

So down he fell and with him hope
--He couldn't win it now--
Embarrassed sad, he only wished
To disappear somehow.

But as he fell his dad stood up
And showed his anxious face,
Which to the boy so clearly said,
"Get up and win the race!"

He quickly rose, no damage done
--Behind a bit that's all--
And ran with all his might and mind
To make up for the fall

So anxious to restore himself
To catch up and to win
His mind went faster than his legs"
He slipped and fell again!

He wished that he had quit before
with only one disgrace
"I'm hopeless as a runner now;
I shouldn't try to race."

But in the laughing crowd he searched
And found his father's face;
That steady look which said again:
"Get up and win the race!"

So he jumped up to try again
--ten yards behind the last--
"If I'm to gain those yards" he thought
"I've got to move real fast."

Exerting everything he had
he gained eight or ten,
But trying so hard to catch the lead,
he slipped and fell again.

Defeat! He lied there silently
A tear dropped from his eye--
"There's no sense running anymore:
Three strikes: I'm out! Why try?

The will to rise had disappeared;
All hope had fled away;
So far behind, so error prone:
A loser all the way.

"I've lost, so what's the use," he thought
"I'll live with my disgrace."
But then he thought about his dad
Who soon he'd have to face.

"Get up" and echo sounded low.
"Get up and take your place.
You were not meant for failure here.
Get up and win the race."

With borrowed will, "Get up" it said,
"You haven't lost at all.
For winning is no more than this
To rise each time you fall."

So up he rose to run once more,
and with a new commit
He resolved that win or lose
At least he wouldn't quit

So far behind the others now,
--The most he'd ever been--
Still he gave it all he had
And ran as though to win.

Three times he'd fallen, stumbling;
Three times he rose again:
Too far behind to hope to win
He still ran to the end.

They cheered the winning runner
As he crossed the line last place,
The crowd gave him the greater cheer,
For finishing the race.

And even though he came in last
With head bowed low, unproud,
You would have thought he'd won the race
To listen to the crowd.

And to his dad he sadly said
"I didn't do too well."
"To me you won" his father said
" You rose each time you fell"

And when things seem dark and hard
and difficult to face,
The memory of that little boy
Helps me to win my race.

For all of life is like that race.
With ups and downs and all
And all you have to do to win,
Is rise each time you fall.

"Quit, Give Up! Your beaten!"
They still shout in my face.
But another voice within me says
"GET UP AND WIN THE RACE"

Now as an adult, I wonder.... Why did my dad decide to memorize that as a 35 year old man? What hard things was he going through? Also I remember so clearly him reciting this to us. I remember it very clearly and the words stuck with me. I am so glad that I remembered those lines and that they came to me tonight. It gives me hope and comfort.

Happy Father's Day Dad